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"I don't know where this fear came from
how I became so afraid of losing everyone
never been afraid of being lonely
now I'm becoming the one I'm most scared of being

I don't know where this fear comes from
this fear of failing fear of letting everyone and myself down
its growing deep into my soul
making me all paralyzed and cold

It's two steps forward, three steps back again
I'll turn my face against it I won't run
Courage and belif are my redeems
No one else can rescue me it seems

Cause if I don´t follow my heart this time
I'm gonna forget what this life is all about
I'm gonna take that path I´m going in on my own
I'm gonna take that fear and wear it like a crown"

Just nu är livet så här. Laleh - Vårens Första Dag